Wanting wealth

I see that I have never allowed myself to actually and freely admit that what I truly and really want is wealth. I have obscured this want, even from myself. As if it must come to me indirectly, mysteriously, and from some outside source. Bestowed upon me as the result of hard work, and approval from others. Others in a position higher than myself.
But now I see that this is a sure way of never being wealthy.
Unless I clearly request and directly want to be a VWM, I will never be one, no matter how 'hard' I work or try.
For being a VWM has nothing to do with hard work or trying. It has to do with engagement. How I position myself when I interact with people and with myself; how I behave.
If I always interact from the standpoint of a VWM, my words will be different. I will say and do different things, and the outcome too will differ.
If I wait for permission to act like a VWM (i.e. until I have a lot of money) then I will never act like a VWM, and all I will end up doing is trying and trying harder.
Enjoy myself, be free. That is how a VWM acts.