I had an apple tart (small , not satisfying pastry, certainly far from worth it) and another cup of espresso (also shitty).
I took strain fighting an impending strep throat.
I am so lost, it is not funny.
Bad space.
I need help.
ok, turn this around.
I woke up today 6.30, yay, shower, yoga (I tried for 20 mins)
felt fine egg, then coffee. now no longer.
the coffee took me down for sure.
i am so lethargic. scared of my heaviness. scared. all i want is to be left alone
turn it around.
I am a VWM. I know how. I have been there. I am poised to come right.
i am the whole world.
helen is going to be on my case today because i am low and we need to make decisions. where to live. which house, which country. god help me please. really.
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