A small quick treat can my energy for long defeat.
the exe to run, that little script that can keep me on my quest to remain disciplined and not succumb to momentary lapse of discipline - it is this:
with energy, I am strong, and can't go wrong. I can handle anything. My posture is strong too. But when I lapse, even the perfect circumstance and situation is meaningless. rendered meaningless and miserable, and I am a slump.
the thing is, what is bigger for me?
to vres and vres, es and es. oh yes it is so nice, but is it really?
discipline always pays.
overeating on the other hand will always reduce a perfect day to a miserable struggle against myself. I am weak. tired. Struggling. and life becomes meaningless. i am not strong. i am really a zombie.
the biggest treat I can enjoy is actually not space nor is it delicious food - it is strength, clarity, connection.
overeating makes me disconnect - always. and when I am disconnected, I am lost.
the biggest holiday I can have is to maintain absolute discipline. my energy is great, and I love being alive and I can handle the tough spots easily. when I am disconnected, tough spots seem impossible, and a great day just passes me by without me even being there.
a true true holiday is not a rest from discipline, it is absolute discipline! then watch me soar. be there for ben and helen. be stronger and stronger. rise above. see where next to go. see i think i may be bored and have all this energy and nothing to do with it. so i may as well eat and be tired. but tha tis bullshit. clear energy means i will be creative, constantly creative, connected - things come to me, and they take me higher.
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