Oops, I did it again

I am so annoyed with myself. Yesterday, riding high - today, crashing down chemically because I could not stand the high so I ate incorrectly, and ensured the high would crash and I would have to deal with chemicals instead of real life. I am such an irritating mechanism. I know everything, and I still insist on screwing up my energy.

Coffee hieroglyphics (similar to tea leaf discernment)

It's gold, but you can drink it