I am channeled through a matrix that I have chosen

I am channeled. But not really!
I am not the channel, and I am not the matrix, and I am indeed not even the energy that flows through the matrix. I am the uber-energy. I am the Awareness is all.The trick is to remember that. Because I identify very closely with my body, the energy that is flowing through my body. and once I identify, I forget. And once I forget, I go round thinking that I am tired, I am energsed, I am happy, I am sad. In truth, I am those things, for I am designed to identify and merge with the energy that I flow. But in the final analysis, I am awareness. So say I am aware that my energy is down. I have eaten like a pig, and I am feeling exhausted. My awareness itself is not exhausted, but I feel exhausted nonetheless. That is because in this world, I am a combination of awareness and energy. I am not pure awareness - but I can have moments when I am, and in those moments, I am very powerful in the sense that I can make a decision that is not on auto-pilot, and I can change the matrix that my energy flows through, and experience life differently. Beautifully.Happiness moves mountains. Be evermore aware of that. No matter the theory, in practice, Happiness is what moves the mountains. Always.

The matrix is a series of channels, some are open, some are closed. On or off. And that is my work, my creation. That is how God has empowered me. That is my God-Given power. My decisions are powerful indeed. This is how they become reality - by switching a series of switches on or off - a series of channels, open or closed. 

And this is no simple matrix. It is comprised of unlimited dimensions. And united, they form to display me as I am. 
My words turn switches on or off. My deeds do too. My thoughts, my emotions, all determine the switches. the intensity, the duration, the frequency, the pitch. and there is no pre-determined channel going forward. I was born with a given matrix, but with no limits to how I might change it. I am the energy that flows through the channel, and the outcome of the flow when it reaches reality as I see it - that is me, that is you, that is the world we live in. But that is not the world, period. The world is flowing constantly.

so what I am saying, what I am conveying, is this: I am energy, I am flow. We are all the same energy flowing, but we flow differently, according to the beliefs we hold to be true, and from there flow the emotions, the actions, the reality we experience.