A strong posture reminds me to be strong in my vision and my desire to be strong.
Imagine strength
and I will be strong
Unity, being One, that is strong.
Here in the present moment, here now, all of me
gather me, be one now.
Wednesday, 15 July 2015
Monday, 13 July 2015
i am not stronger than chemistry
I am chemistry
but I control it via the choices i make
eternal vigilance is required
feeling great now does not mean i can overcome the shit i eat just now.
it will bring me down and i will forget i ever was on top of that wave
I will be dumped!
but I control it via the choices i make
eternal vigilance is required
feeling great now does not mean i can overcome the shit i eat just now.
it will bring me down and i will forget i ever was on top of that wave
I will be dumped!
sugar, coffee, do me in
I am not stronger than chemicals
the choice is mine to have the sugar in my coffee
once done, I live with the depression if I want to drink the sweet mud.
the choice is mine to have the sugar in my coffee
once done, I live with the depression if I want to drink the sweet mud.
discipline v thinking happy thoughts
My happy insights come when I am in a disciplined chemical state.
There is no getting over a lack of discipline with thoughts of happiness.
Discipline is the foundation of happy being.
Happy thoughts may lead to discipline, but they are not in themselves a disciplined state.
I pay the price of food that I indulge in. It is that simple, and the price is high in terms of the ongoing misery I suffer as a result of a few moments of mouth sensation.
I have tested myself all my life and lost each time.
I cannot win over a lack a discipline.
My head is depressed when I eat badly. it does not get more complex than that.
There is nothing simpler than this - eat well to feel happy.
Else, suffer the bear with the sore head!
There is no getting over a lack of discipline with thoughts of happiness.
Discipline is the foundation of happy being.
Happy thoughts may lead to discipline, but they are not in themselves a disciplined state.
I pay the price of food that I indulge in. It is that simple, and the price is high in terms of the ongoing misery I suffer as a result of a few moments of mouth sensation.
I have tested myself all my life and lost each time.
I cannot win over a lack a discipline.
My head is depressed when I eat badly. it does not get more complex than that.
There is nothing simpler than this - eat well to feel happy.
Else, suffer the bear with the sore head!
Friday, 10 July 2015
I have discovered this much I know to be true
1. on the surface of it, everything is nonsense. things are nonsensical, the activities people get up to are nonsensical
2. I am always striving to be working because work is not nonsense. work makes sense. All I want is work because work delivers money, and money makes sense out of the nonsense. money is lovely stuff.
3. I am constantly stressed because most of the time I am unproductive - but the saving grace is that my software is productive. so my software is working for me, freeing me up to make more light and love in my world.
4. because the world does not make sense on the surface of it, the only thing that does make sense is that god is love.
that is why God gives free choice
which means no interference
which means god shows, god does not tell
It is not about other people, convincing them that I Am right. it is about me - knowing that this is true.
god needs people to create love. that is why we are here. that is why everything happens. everything happens in the name of love.
god does not speak directly. god shows directly. shows in the way that I feel, in the way that I experience the world. that is god showing. but never talking. god is inside me. god is love. love is one. flowing thorugh me constantly.
god wants, I should make love.
how does god help me?
by me imagining my desires, god fulfils my desires but guiding me in through word and deed on autopilot. it is set. expect good things!
1. everyone is on my side. they love to help
desire v imagination
Stress is when my desire is one thing, and my imagination expects a fight to get what I want.
imagine this: instead of constant clouds, and a break through to see the light
rather live with constant sunshine and a few rain clouds which I work through to clear and see the light, and in the process, I know that I am growing.
KNOW THIS
1. people are on my side. everyone is on my side. everyone loves me. one love in my world is real.
2. the worry wart within me steals the light from my life force.
want to be powered up and full of force? know that god is on my side - to the extent that my desire and my imagination are in sync, in alignment, let them be one - in that moment, I get what I want.
1. on the surface of it, everything is nonsense. things are nonsensical, the activities people get up to are nonsensical
2. I am always striving to be working because work is not nonsense. work makes sense. All I want is work because work delivers money, and money makes sense out of the nonsense. money is lovely stuff.
3. I am constantly stressed because most of the time I am unproductive - but the saving grace is that my software is productive. so my software is working for me, freeing me up to make more light and love in my world.
4. because the world does not make sense on the surface of it, the only thing that does make sense is that god is love.
that is why God gives free choice
which means no interference
which means god shows, god does not tell
It is not about other people, convincing them that I Am right. it is about me - knowing that this is true.
god needs people to create love. that is why we are here. that is why everything happens. everything happens in the name of love.
god does not speak directly. god shows directly. shows in the way that I feel, in the way that I experience the world. that is god showing. but never talking. god is inside me. god is love. love is one. flowing thorugh me constantly.
god wants, I should make love.
how does god help me?
by me imagining my desires, god fulfils my desires but guiding me in through word and deed on autopilot. it is set. expect good things!
1. everyone is on my side. they love to help
desire v imagination
Stress is when my desire is one thing, and my imagination expects a fight to get what I want.
imagine this: instead of constant clouds, and a break through to see the light
rather live with constant sunshine and a few rain clouds which I work through to clear and see the light, and in the process, I know that I am growing.
KNOW THIS
1. people are on my side. everyone is on my side. everyone loves me. one love in my world is real.
2. the worry wart within me steals the light from my life force.
want to be powered up and full of force? know that god is on my side - to the extent that my desire and my imagination are in sync, in alignment, let them be one - in that moment, I get what I want.
Wednesday, 8 July 2015
God is love
God is love, everything makes sense, and everything is possible.
It is not a question of if God is love.
Rather a practice of knowing it, owning it. Ownking it.
be strong, it is a decision that God supports!
I was born strong. Born to be strong.
Yes, life is fragile. But the spirit is what makes it strong. And God is beautiful, strong, and there for me always.
It is not a question of if God is love.
Rather a practice of knowing it, owning it. Ownking it.
be strong, it is a decision that God supports!
I was born strong. Born to be strong.
Yes, life is fragile. But the spirit is what makes it strong. And God is beautiful, strong, and there for me always.
Friday, 3 July 2015
You will find what you're looking for if you believe that it is there
You will find what you're looking for if you believe that it is there
If you know the keys are in the house, you will find them
If they are in the house, but you think they may also have been left elsewhere,
your chances are diminished and your search it harder.
Knowing the outcome before it happens is the key.
If you know something exists before it exists, it will come to you faster, easier, beautifully, gracefully.
If you know the keys are in the house, you will find them
If they are in the house, but you think they may also have been left elsewhere,
your chances are diminished and your search it harder.
Knowing the outcome before it happens is the key.
If you know something exists before it exists, it will come to you faster, easier, beautifully, gracefully.
Thursday, 2 July 2015
The Wanting
You come into this world wanting. Ceaselessly wanting.
Chasing.
You want ot control.
You want to snap your fingers and it must happen all at once.
You want to be God, but you are not.
You want to believe in God, and you do, but you do not.
You want to be grateful, but for how long until you forget?
And the wanting starts to rule you again.
You identify with it. You become it. You're a WaNT.
How to stop the wanting?
It is not so much a matter of stopping the wanting.
It is more a matter of stop trying to control everything.
God is love. What is there to control?
Know my desires, and they will come to fruition.
Be grateful in the moment. Be grateful for the life that I am.
For I am always around, but I am not always alive.
Be alive to the life that I am, celebrate that.
Rushing destroys the celebration.
Calibrate the movements I make.
List them carefully, then follow them.
List:
1. Experience gratitude.
2. Know my goals. Long medium short immediate
3. Continue, and chop wood.
Chasing.
You want ot control.
You want to snap your fingers and it must happen all at once.
You want to be God, but you are not.
You want to believe in God, and you do, but you do not.
You want to be grateful, but for how long until you forget?
And the wanting starts to rule you again.
You identify with it. You become it. You're a WaNT.
How to stop the wanting?
It is not so much a matter of stopping the wanting.
It is more a matter of stop trying to control everything.
God is love. What is there to control?
Know my desires, and they will come to fruition.
Be grateful in the moment. Be grateful for the life that I am.
For I am always around, but I am not always alive.
Be alive to the life that I am, celebrate that.
Rushing destroys the celebration.
Calibrate the movements I make.
List them carefully, then follow them.
List:
1. Experience gratitude.
2. Know my goals. Long medium short immediate
3. Continue, and chop wood.
Coffee is not enlightenment
Coffee is not a substitute for enlightenment.
Take the time daily, have a routine.
Make space for the light.
Open to the light.
do not expect to drink and eat my way into it.
Be mindful of it. Take the time to be mindful. Set the light in motion.
Say the Sh'ma.
Breathe. Be. Stop chasing, rushing. Let go of SirVival for a few moment. And just be.
Relax your eyes. Bring power to my eyes. Replace the hardened stare with a shining vital light - be home. Be at home.
Take the time daily, have a routine.
Make space for the light.
Open to the light.
do not expect to drink and eat my way into it.
Be mindful of it. Take the time to be mindful. Set the light in motion.
Say the Sh'ma.
Breathe. Be. Stop chasing, rushing. Let go of SirVival for a few moment. And just be.
Relax your eyes. Bring power to my eyes. Replace the hardened stare with a shining vital light - be home. Be at home.
Presence in the present moment
How can I have presence if I am not in the present moment?
How can I be in the present moment if I am always looking to get the next item off my to do list so that I can 'relax' in to the present moment?
How can I catch my breath if I deny my right to be happy with the way things are exactly as they are, right now.
Become one.
Be one.
the activity is not the goal.
the way I present myself in my eyes shows my lack of present moment being.
My eyes are often taking strain. it shows. there is no power in them. they are far away. never here. always waiting for my to do list to be done. soon my life will be done. and my to do list goes on and on.
Before enlightenment,chopping wood
After enlightenment, chopping wood.
Start the day, bring the light.
It does not happen on it's own.
It is my responsibility to make it happen.
Have a routine.
It counts more than coffee.
How can I be in the present moment if I am always looking to get the next item off my to do list so that I can 'relax' in to the present moment?
How can I catch my breath if I deny my right to be happy with the way things are exactly as they are, right now.
Become one.
Be one.
the activity is not the goal.
the way I present myself in my eyes shows my lack of present moment being.
My eyes are often taking strain. it shows. there is no power in them. they are far away. never here. always waiting for my to do list to be done. soon my life will be done. and my to do list goes on and on.
Before enlightenment,chopping wood
After enlightenment, chopping wood.
Start the day, bring the light.
It does not happen on it's own.
It is my responsibility to make it happen.
Have a routine.
It counts more than coffee.
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