The universe is only about love

I know that the universe is only about love
there is no other reason, nor purpose for the existence of the experience of life.

But then why do I struggle so. and have so much fear.

I have to keep choosing love.
Keep choosing life.
Because ying and yang are a constant. love and fear are a constant.
eternal vigilance is a constant.
so yes, there is fear. but there is me, and I make the choice - decide I am here for love.
to experience love and create love.
focus on love. yes there is fear. but decide upon love. for love is light, and it dispels the dark.

the dark likes to permeate. it is naturally there. that is why I am here. make the decision. shine the love.

quote

Gabourey Sidibe:

"People always ask me,
'You have so much confidence,
where does that come from?'

It came from me.
One day I decided
I was beautiful
And so I carried out my life as if I was a
beautiful person...it doesn't have anything to do
with how the world perceives you,
what matters is what you see,
Your body is your temple, it's your home,
and you must decorate it."

Perhaps the biggest fear of all

being in control
being totally responsible for 100% of every single thing that I am, every single thing that I experiece.

I am the universe, and I am the only one in my universe, and I am totally in control, whether I am aware of it or not. so be aware of this. because whether I am aware of t or not, I am the creator of my own universe. Oh yes, preposterous as this may seem, that's the way it is.+

The sh'ma is a decision

Every day I need to make a fresh decision.
I need to know, for myself, that God is love. That God created me. That God forgives me. That God is with me. That God loves me right now. And thus, I can be free to go out into the world, not as a reaction, but as a loving person that brings the frequency of love, and radiates love, and so makes more love by the resonance within others that I set in motion.

Oh of course, I have not been that person at all.
So limited I have been. So focused on getting. So forgetful of being a frequency of love.

If I had a grand vision of myself, it would be to be a man who resonates love and sets others in motion.
To date, I have been a fighter. Looking out for No.1
But today, I make a decision. God is love. God is with me now. Let me be love. Let me ride on the wave of love, and spread the frequency of love.

the sh'ma is not just a prayer. It is a decision that needs to be actively made.

let God be the wind beneath my wings that he gave me to fly with. Stop flapping about like a crazy bird.Start gliding on the currents, on the breeze. Swoosh, and I am there. No effort in the flight.

The purpose of love

the creation of love is the purpose of life.

what is the purpose of love?

to make God happy.

turn if to ov to go from life to love
if only
ov.
what is ov.
o is forever.
v is for decision

The best is yet to come

Be not afraid to love this moment for all that it is, and yes, it is the best moment in my life, and I am grateful for everything that I am. Everything that I have. Everything that has come to me.
But yet, fear not moving on, for the best is yet to come.
Decide that.
Say yes - I love my life now. 100%. And yet, I will love it even more tomorrow!

The power of 3D

Distinguish IB via Decision and Discipline

Excellence = D^{2
And keep in mind the balance for happiness.}