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Gabourey Sidibe:

"People always ask me,
'You have so much confidence,
where does that come from?'

It came from me.
One day I decided
I was beautiful
And so I carried out my life as if I was a
beautiful person...it doesn't have anything to do
with how the world perceives you,
what matters is what you see,
Your body is your temple, it's your home,
and you must decorate it."

Perhaps the biggest fear of all

being in control
being totally responsible for 100% of every single thing that I am, every single thing that I experiece.

I am the universe, and I am the only one in my universe, and I am totally in control, whether I am aware of it or not. so be aware of this. because whether I am aware of t or not, I am the creator of my own universe. Oh yes, preposterous as this may seem, that's the way it is.+

The sh'ma is a decision

Every day I need to make a fresh decision.
I need to know, for myself, that God is love. That God created me. That God forgives me. That God is with me. That God loves me right now. And thus, I can be free to go out into the world, not as a reaction, but as a loving person that brings the frequency of love, and radiates love, and so makes more love by the resonance within others that I set in motion.

Oh of course, I have not been that person at all.
So limited I have been. So focused on getting. So forgetful of being a frequency of love.

If I had a grand vision of myself, it would be to be a man who resonates love and sets others in motion.
To date, I have been a fighter. Looking out for No.1
But today, I make a decision. God is love. God is with me now. Let me be love. Let me ride on the wave of love, and spread the frequency of love.

the sh'ma is not just a prayer. It is a decision that needs to be actively made.

let God be the wind beneath my wings that he gave me to fly with. Stop flapping about like a crazy bird.Start gliding on the currents, on the breeze. Swoosh, and I am there. No effort in the flight.

The purpose of love

the creation of love is the purpose of life.

what is the purpose of love?

to make God happy.

turn if to ov to go from life to love
if only
ov.
what is ov.
o is forever.
v is for decision

The best is yet to come

Be not afraid to love this moment for all that it is, and yes, it is the best moment in my life, and I am grateful for everything that I am. Everything that I have. Everything that has come to me.
But yet, fear not moving on, for the best is yet to come.
Decide that.
Say yes - I love my life now. 100%. And yet, I will love it even more tomorrow!

The power of 3D

Distinguish IB via Decision and Discipline

Excellence = D^{2
And keep in mind the balance for happiness.}

Genes and biology

Biology and genetics is fascinating. It can lead me to think that biology is life itself. And genetics can lead me to think that life is just one permutation after another. As if some experiments work, and result in an experience. And we call it life, and attach meaning to it. And we are all just fooling ourselves, going round in circles.
But that Porsche 918 Spyder is real. it is not a feat of biology. It is the result of dedicated thought, and an amazing collection of materials that the earth provides. we have created something new. And everything has come together to result in this outcome. that is solid. that something so solid can come of out of thought, out of ether - that is miraculous. that is proof of God.
God did not make the car - he made it possible. he knew about the possibility before we were created.
So yes, biology enables me, genes contain intelligence - but Biology is not the life source, and genes are not the intelligence source. Gos has shown me that. He has let me work it out. I asked the question, and the answer that satisfied, has arrived at my fingertips. How, I know not. But the proof is in the word.

So, Apple,
Make a decision.
And know what to expect with that decision.

Decide
1. Be strong
2. Be fit.
Have a good posture
think a good thought, Say good words.
hold some love in my heart
trust in that love, it will lead me to paths of peace ad ways of pleasantness. Irrespective of the news of the day.