Read this before you eat the bread

Of course you want it! You need it. You are in need of the health benefits, You have indigestion and it is good for digestion. It tastes so nice with butter (and syrup).
And after that, you have a headache, and your joints are no good.
You cannot be there for Ben like this. You are not going to be a big man, a big dad. you will just be there. but you will not be there at all.
I don't know what else to do with myself. Can't handle all this good energy. I need to go to old comfort zone.

Rather, move beyond past limitations, and express myself freely and creatively. Rather, do Yoga without being stiff.

Bread makes my head buzz, my neck get stiff. I do not feel good. Try feeling good and allowing me to grow, to be happier. See how much happiness I can handle.