The universe is only about love

I know that the universe is only about love
there is no other reason, nor purpose for the existence of the experience of life.

But then why do I struggle so. and have so much fear.

I have to keep choosing love.
Keep choosing life.
Because ying and yang are a constant. love and fear are a constant.
eternal vigilance is a constant.
so yes, there is fear. but there is me, and I make the choice - decide I am here for love.
to experience love and create love.
focus on love. yes there is fear. but decide upon love. for love is light, and it dispels the dark.

the dark likes to permeate. it is naturally there. that is why I am here. make the decision. shine the love.

quote

Gabourey Sidibe:

"People always ask me,
'You have so much confidence,
where does that come from?'

It came from me.
One day I decided
I was beautiful
And so I carried out my life as if I was a
beautiful person...it doesn't have anything to do
with how the world perceives you,
what matters is what you see,
Your body is your temple, it's your home,
and you must decorate it."

Perhaps the biggest fear of all

being in control
being totally responsible for 100% of every single thing that I am, every single thing that I experiece.

I am the universe, and I am the only one in my universe, and I am totally in control, whether I am aware of it or not. so be aware of this. because whether I am aware of t or not, I am the creator of my own universe. Oh yes, preposterous as this may seem, that's the way it is.+