Tuesday, 9 December 2014

Don't talk to me

Don't talk to me about what you want
Communicate via the love you feel
and I will provide

So sayeth the lord prior to sending me here
and I know this but choose to forget constantly
Am am
in trouble
always
testing
falling down
losing
feeling like one
a loser
not being
at one
with love

Any fool

Any fool knows the answers. Knows what to do, and what not to do. Knows what is best for them.
It takes a person with guts to do what they know is good for them.
It takes discipline.
It takes love.
At the moment, I am running low. No guts, not glory. Eat junk, it's all gory.
I am not happy with myself. I do not follow through on what I know.
I keep on testing, pushing my own boundaries of how low I can go, how far I can sink to eating foods that kill my gut, my life.
I am devastated. Lost. No mojo. No sir.

How do I get my mojo back?
Eat right. It is step one.